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Tuesday, October 9th, 2007
10:23 pm

If you don't know くるり. .
You're missing out on a world of amazing music.

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Saturday, August 18th, 2007
2:10 am - ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
How are you all?
I am swell.

My day mainly consisted of me working.
I woke up. Went to Rubinstein's. Got some stuff for watercolor painting, which I am very excited about!!

Then I headed off to work.
It wasn't that bad of a night because a certain someone I work with was there. ♥
I'll leave it at that.
Goodnight, lovers. ♥

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Thursday, August 16th, 2007
11:52 pm - Spinning Spinning Spinning
I have't very much recently.
I feel like I should start back up.
Summer is going grand. I love it.
But at these times. . like right now, I can't stand it .
The inactivity kills me. The idleness kills me.
I am so bored and I am so awake that it doesn't mix well, so I get down.
It also doesn't help that I don't have any cigarettes.
Usually I can occupy my time by going outside, appreciating nature, listening to music and lighting up a cigarette.
But not tonight! That will have to wait till later.
Drumming has been great!
I have finally been able to record something, so I will upload it for you!
I hope you all enjoy this number!


Please add me, enjoy, tell me what you think.
Let the music wash over you.

current mood: contemplative

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Monday, June 25th, 2007
9:15 pm - Bored with life.
It's been quite awhile since my last update I guess, hahaha.
The reason being is that I have been grounded. (I still am, I just have the computer back).
Not too much good news has been happening.

I have been feeling kinda down since I have been cut off from the outside world and haven't seen my friends in weeks.
I can't stand the thought of everyone out enjoying their summer while I am cooped up in my house being miserable. Two weeks. I have one down, now for the second. I am just hoping it will go fast.
I want to see a certain someone I have had a little crush on. Actually a big crush. They are all I can think about. I want to see them so bad, and I am cooped up in my home. Blah.

In other bad news, haha, my recorder messed up so I had to send it in for repair which I have to check up on.
I mean as if being grounded wasn't bad enough, I can't even record any music. I can't even be productive! I promise I will upload some music. I promise.
In the mean time though I have been writing alot of stuff. Very depressing lyrics haha.
Figures, if anyone were in isolation from the world they wouldn't be writing about happy things.
So here is my thing. . ~

By: D

Waiting for a response from you, I don’t know if it will arrive tonight
As I stagger backwards, the alcohol seeps into my blood stream
Boredom leads the question of life and to the inevitable death.
I wish I was numb so I could feel you. . .

On the other side of the impenetrable wall, you are so naïve to me, in general
Thinking of the great life, while I slowly over dose on painkillers.
On the other side of the impenetrable wall, you feel too much
Feeling happiness, in the midst of my overdose of painkillers
Finally I feel the numbness I deserve.

Waiting for a response back from you, I can’t think why I don’t write happy songs.
The film rolls over my eyes for the matinee, and you walk around clueless
Boredom leads to the question of life, and why I am not with you.

On the other side of the impenetrable wall, you are so naïve to me, in general
Thinking of the great life, while I slowly over dose on painkillers.
On the other side of the impenetrable wall, you feel too much
Feeling happiness, in the midst of my overdose of painkillers
Finally I feel the numbness I deserve.

The film rolls over my eyes for the matinee, and you never reached out to me.
The film rolls over my eyes,
La fin.

Cheerful isn't it?
Oh well, it's kinda personal.
I'll write more later, I promise I will get better at updating. IWANTMOREFRIENDS on LJ too~

current mood: bored

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Friday, June 8th, 2007
11:39 am - On cloud nine . . .
I meant to update this yesterday . .
but. .
My drum lesson was incredible. . . *sigh*

I am going to go float away on cloud nineee~~~~

current mood: loved

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Thursday, June 7th, 2007
5:13 pm - Thursday so soon!
My how quickly time is passing.
I am waiting around for my drum lesson at 5:45.
I am so nervous and I am so excited and I hope I look good!
I am making such a huge deal about it because (if you haven't guessed) I have a massive massive crush on my drum teacher.
So I am bored and kind of waiting around for it to come. I am so restless, haha.
Well. I will letcha know more later if you careeeeeeee

current mood: bored

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Wednesday, May 30th, 2007
10:27 pm - I N S O M N I A
How are you all doing?
I can't sleep at all, even though I should be. . I have to get up so early, but tonight, I just don't care~!
So, I will write in my journal.
Today I took a biology exam in school, that's about all that happened in school that was anything out of the ordinary.
After school I had work. I am getting the hang of working the cash register and am really getting to know the people I work with. They're all really nice and helpful.
I just can't wait to finally get my paycheck.
Before work today I had some time to kill so I went to a nearby pet shop and saw all these adorable puppies. It was torturous because I wanted to take them all home, haha.
I also saw an iguana that I really liked. I love exotic animals haha.
That's about it for now!

current mood: giddy

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Sunday, May 27th, 2007
2:11 pm - Phew. . .
I worked from 8 - 12:30 .
I am so tired.

Damn, it's so hot.

current mood: hot

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Saturday, May 26th, 2007
11:44 am - Blah blah blah.
It's been awhile since my last entry.
Okay. So first thing's first. Work.
It's been going pretty well. I am off today, but I work tomorrow and Monday.
Cash register was so frustrating/difficult at first, but I am starting to get the hang of it now~! Alot of the people my age that have been working there for awhile are helping me out alot, which is really cool of them.
At one point I was looking up this produce item that was impossible to find, and then Kyle(one of my co-workers) came up and replaced the produce list with an easier one. I was so happy and so relieved hahha. I had alot of voids because the scan sensor is so damn sensitive that if you leave an item over the sensor for longer than one second it scans it twice, haha. So that kept messing me up. But as the night progressed, I started getting the hang of it~!

Now, on Thursday night I had an absolutely incredible night after work. I hung out with a bunch of cool people from school. Two of whom I really really like and we bonded so that was nice hahaha.
Well that's about all I have to say.
See ya!

current mood: drained

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Saturday, May 19th, 2007
5:16 pm - Suprise suprise!
Tonight is the suprise party! Yay!
I can't wait. I barely know the girl, but I was invited anyways, haha.
I am not gonna lie, I love social events. . even though I am shy. Does that make any sense?
Hmm well whatever.
Last night I got to talk to my friend Daniel. That cheered me up~
That's it for now. These are probably the last sober words you'll get from me tonight hah. .

current mood: restless

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1:03 am - Sucess~ ☆
Well the show went quite well!
I brought my friend Amber along with me to enjoy the show.
I think it might have scared her, haha. I think it was her first encounter with live music really. She looked so baffled, haha.
Well I had a great time watching everyone play! I especially enjoyed cheering on my drum teacher~ ☆ who did a great job running the show by the way.
I made sure that I actually attempted to look semi-decent. It's pathetic isn't it? haha.

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Is my journal annoying?
I always feel so . . arrogant or something when I write about myself. I hope I don't seem that way. Beh.
I am also such a loner on LJ, haha. I need to find some more friends. LJ just seems kind of complicated for me I suppose.

Oh Oh! I just remembered! I have alot of songs that I made that I have to upload for all you two people who probably read my journal! They are quite different from my normal style of song writing♪♪! I hope you'll like them when I upload them. Probably tomorrow. Look forward!

(the drum set I record with)

Speaking of tomorrow, there is a party that I can't wait to go to! Suprise party!
That's it for now. I think I am going to take a bath and attempt to scrunch my hair (Keep forgetting to mention that I have been trying to scrunch my hair for awhile)


A MAJOR PS: Those who have replied to my comments on their journals and such, I apologize for seemingly blowing you guys off. My Eudora email account was down for like 2 months and I just got about three hundred emails, some of which are stuff from you guys. Sorry! I still wanna be friends~

current mood: giddy

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Friday, May 18th, 2007
4:52 pm - TONIGHT ! ! ! ! ♪
Today was a pretty lame day at school, so I won't really get into it. .
But this weekend, on the other hand, shall be so great!
Tonight, my friend Amber and I are going to a show. A show as in a concert typed show. My drum teacher (whom I happen to like very very much) is throwing the show, so I thought I would go out to support him~♪
Tomorrow is a suprise party for this girl at my school, so parties are always fun.
I am mainly excited to see my drum teacher tonight, I won't lie. . . Haha.
Well. I will write about how the show went.
Bye bye~ Have a good weekend

current mood: energetic

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Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
3:43 pm - . . .
Today was a pretty average day!
School was just blah. I am so happy to know that I am passing biology. I am just making it. It's such a relief!!
I have a drum lesson at 5:30 so I am going to go practice~
Take care.

current mood: sick

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Saturday, May 12th, 2007
9:31 am - I'm sorry. . .
I'm sorry I haven't written that much. If anyone is actually reading these, haha.
I am leaving for the beach tonight for my friends birthday and I will be back tomorrow morning/afternoon.
Just thought I would let you knowwww~
Have a good weekend everyone.

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Saturday, April 28th, 2007
6:15 pm - Yay! Its Saturday~☆
Well well well! ( ゜-゜)
It's been awhile since I have written in this lil journal of mine!
I guess. Maybe only a few days. .
I find I don't write as much on the weekdays. I am just so busy during the week.
I used to have nothing to do, but now all of a sudden it's like I have so much stuff to do. It's pretty wild.
Speaking of which I picked up job applications for three different places. I will fill em out and probably hand them all in tomorrow. Wish me luck ☆

As for now, I am about to go out. . somewhere. I have no idea where though.
I have three options, and I feel bad about the person I blow off. =\
Well that's it for now I suppose! I will write more tomorrow! I promise! ☆

EDIT: hxme, Daniel etc whatever: I MISS AND RABU YOU! We need to talk!

current mood: indescribable

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Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
3:56 pm
My guitar is in the shop!
They say it shouldn't be too big of a deal to fix, so I am excited to get it back and start recording!
Anticipate some music soon!

current mood: relieved

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Saturday, April 21st, 2007
12:37 pm - At last, nice weather.
Sorry I haven't been writing in my journal as frequently as I promise~
Well let's see.
Here, the weather has been so nasty! It was snowing and blizzarding in April! How nasty.
I hate cold weather, I am made to live in the tropics.
So that was last week.
Today (4/21/07) it's SO nice out! I was actually TOO warm in my house! Now that is a first, haha.
Also, in other news. I have done alot of recording and my guitar is still in the shop. -_-;
But once I get my guitar I will be composing like wild and I will post some songs on here~☆
Anyways, that's about it for today. I will probably go to some party tonight.
Over and out~ ☆

current mood: refreshed

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Tuesday, April 17th, 2007
6:32 pm - Usual Tuesday
Today was a boring day.
Nothing much really happened.
I am just sorta waiting around till something good comes on TV.
See yaaaaaaa

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Sunday, April 15th, 2007
2:26 pm - Working.
So my guitar has been messed up for awhile now. I am taking it to the shop because I NEED TO START RECORDING SOME STUFF AGAIN.
And since I have a LJ, I figure I will post some of my music I make up here.
I am working on this song now called "Ame". I am very excited to add the gui

current mood: artistic

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Saturday, April 14th, 2007
6:01 pm - Saturday.
Ohhhh how I love the weekend.
Today I slept in till about 10 or so.
I woke up and had the entire day to myself. I played some drums, played around with my 3D rendering program on the PC and just hung out and relaxed.
I am really siked though! I have been driving alot and driving WELL! Haha. Is that a shock?
Well. Yeah.
I am about to go out to the movie "Disturbia" with a few friends!
Can't wait.
I'll give some opinions when I get home.
Until then. . .

current mood: excited

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